ah. here it comes again last days, but...maybe not really last times. it's weird, wishing happy new year at all different times of the day it makes me wonder, what is a last day. what is a new year. and where is my home? no matter, it is the day for me to be thankful for all the things that made my year for me to look back, and thought about the places i've been all those walks alone or otherwise all those conversations with friends at anytime but thats what i feel every year right? so what isit that made this year, this year. something old, something new something....blue? thankful for the friends that have been with me every year for such a long time. for the best friends anyone can ask for, for understanding what real friends are. my anchor, my always, my constant, my foundation.... the ones who have my back. the reason i always feel...like, everything will be ok. thank you, friends. thankful for family. of course. to have at least, one part of them to spend days like christmas, or even new year. the ones who regardless of anything, will be here. thankful for....you. for kind people who treat me well for maybe secrets i cant tell for knowing how some things felt for happiness, or anything other than that that made me think, now i know? ah, i'm alive, here. this year, has been an eventful one, long one? or a too short one. travels. to everywhere uk, to visit friends sweden, for a brother phuket, with furry ones new york, for a lovely one miami, for thanksgiving minnesota, for little ones singapore, my home, always to be honest, i wonder about next year. it'll probably be more of a milestone than a mere 'day' today, new years eve where you could still believe in right now everything will be the same. goodbye 2011, i grew up a lot this year. thank you for everything. |