ah. here it comes again

last days, but...maybe not really last times.

it's weird, wishing happy new year at all different times of the day

it makes me wonder, what is a last day. what is a new year. and where is my home?

no matter, it is the day for me to be thankful for all the things that made my year

for me to look back, and thought about the places i've been

all those walks alone or otherwise

all those conversations with friends at anytime

but thats what i feel every year right?

so what isit that made this year, this year. 

something old, something new

something....blue?

thankful for the friends that have been with me every year for such a long time. 

for the best friends anyone can ask for,

for understanding what real friends are. 

my anchor, my always, my constant, my foundation....

the ones who have my back.

the reason i always feel...like, everything will be ok. 

thank you, friends. 

thankful for family. of course. 

to have at least, one part of them to spend days like christmas, or even new year.

the ones who regardless of anything, will be here. 

thankful for....you. 

for kind people who treat me well

for maybe secrets i cant tell 

for knowing how some things felt

for happiness, or anything other than that

that made me think,

now i know? 

ah, i'm alive, here. 

this year, has been an eventful one, long one? or a too short one. 

travels. to everywhere

uk, to visit friends

sweden, for a brother

phuket, with furry ones

new york, for a lovely one

miami, for thanksgiving

minnesota, for little ones 

singapore, my home, always

to be honest, i wonder about next year. it'll probably be more of a milestone than a mere 'day' today, new years eve where you could still believe

in right now

everything will be the same. 

goodbye 2011,

i grew up a lot this year.

thank you for everything.